Deadbeat

Fabricated feelings that have gone unchecked for too long
A man drowning his sorrows in the bottom of a bottle
A girl that wants love any way she can get it
Now the seed has been planted and neither one of them planned it
This home was built on weak foundations and lustful eyes
A competition of display, but what's the prize?
What were you thinking when you looked into that newborns eyes?
Did you feel the regret? The weight of all the lies?
And did you really pray to God or was that just another selfish act of showmanship?
You hypocrite
I pray that God shows you mercy that day. If it was up to me you'd all burn forever
But I'm no God, just a man who never felt his mothers touch
Never had his fathers guidance... was I asking too much?
The only feelings I have left in me are feelings of vengeance and envy
Why couldn't you pull it together for me?
Was it so hard to accept your responsibility?
Why couldn't you pull it together?
You live your life in complete disregard for others and now you have to deal with the repercussions