Terminal Lucidity

Your cigarettes fill my lungs with cancer (your drugs)
Your cigarettes fill my lungs with cancer (your drugs make me feel)
Your cigarettes fill my lungs with cancer (your drugs make me feel so good)
Your cigarettes fill my lungs with cancer (your drugs make me feel so good)
Your cigarettes fill my lungs with cancer (your drugs)

When the smoke rose from its slumber
I wish I could have fucked her
And gave her warmth in a winter's night
To show her that I loved her

And the drugs you gave were never enough
And thе drugs you made were nеver enough
And the drugs you take were never enough
And the drugs you ate were never enough

I jerked off in a graveyard
'Cause I thought you loved the morbid
But the drugs wore off, and my dick was hard
When I saw you in a coffin
So your body screamed, I had to leave
So I buried you in August
And my life moved on until it stopped
And you came back with an offer
To love is to accept goodbye
So we'll agree to kill the other

I'll use the broken mirrors we smashed
To slit our wrists together
So I hope we kiss when I wring your neck
And fuck when it's all over
And when the drugs kick in, I'll light your cig
So I can be your little cancer
I'll love you so much, but you'll never know enough

So I wanna fuck you faster
Till I see your bleeding cunt

When your ears get hot tonight
Don't say it's 'cause you're flustered
It's been 4 whole years
And we're still here lying to each other
So when you go to check the time
Don't ignore its little warnings
When it rings at night
It tries to say, "Wake up to the mourning"
But if you roll onto your side
Then you'll never see it coming
Don't you hide within the sheets
And get lost in all the covers
'Cause it's easier to pretend
Our lives will work together
But it's been so long since I saw your face
I forgot how much I hate her

All the things you said to me
Are words you must've left
In unseen texts and messages
Meant for him and all our friends
All the words I said to you
Were left in someone's bed
I had more sex I didn't want
Than sex I wanted then

So baby come on come on I think I love you
Leaving someone is hard unless they hurt you
So baby come on come on you know I hate you
Oh my god, oh my god
So baby come on come on I wanna kill you
Hold you tight until I start to choke you
So baby come on come on you know I hate you
But we're always fine, we're so fucking fine

You'll be fine
Give it time

Drunk people tell the truth
But they never really seem to ever mean it
I got lost in all my dreaming
I forgot to wake up to the mourning
So if you lie awake at night
And begin to stare up at the ceiling
Don't you try to close your eyes
Just please wait until you're ready

Then go and cry
Then go and whine
And say goodnight
And say goodnight
And say goodnight
And say goodnight
And say goodnight
And say goodnight
And say goodnight