Old Friend

Hey there my friend
How has it been
I see your face
Has changed quite a bit
Hey there my friend
It's been a sec
I see you're happy
Why are you happy at all

I don't want to
See your pretty face and
Erase those silly thoughts of
Your hands around my chest 'cause
I can't fucking sleep well
My dreams are so evil
Perverted little things
I wanna get rid of

'Cause why do I
Deserve to die

I woke late last night
Thinking 'bout the better times
Ruining my stupid mind
Wishing for a better lifе
Saying what I should have said
Knowing what I've done instеad
Hoping you could understand
I would stand still
And I would get distracted
I would stand still
And watch as you left

I would crawl back into my hole
And try to text you
And say to myself
I never liked you
It was a lie and I tried
I fucking sent it
And you read it

If you're going off the deep end
I am not impressed

Hey there my friend
I think I've spent
Every single moment
Stuck inside my head

And if that's really what you want
Then I can give it to ya
Walk out the fucking door
And stay out forever

'Cause I wanna feel alive
I wanna be alright
I want you by my side