Tidal Wave (feat. Umbrafly)

Brewed up myself a storm
Swirling on self-doubt
Mmmm
Compliments, they hit the floor
Self-esteem's on out the door
I'm still sitting here
Trying to figure everything out
Like, why am I doubting all the dreams I chase
I should be proud of all the things I make
And why can't I stand the look on my face
I should be proud of how far I came
I survived myself and
Didn't check on out
I push those demons deep
They always find another route
To my head, to my thoughts
It's all I think about
Thinking about my mistakes
Until I'm always in pain
My fucking stomach's in Knots
I don't know how to make this all go away
My self-hate forms a tidal wave
Oh
Lost in a storm that I had made
And I hope somebody pulls me out
It's been so many moons now
Down under this dark cloud
Oh
I stitch up shredded lace
Trying to weave some grace
Out of this torment that's taken up
And dripping on down
I wear a mask, a hollow smile's place
In truth, I only wanna hide my face
Oh, God, rid me of this bitter taste
Don't wanna crumble under my own case
My own case
I make my monsters sleep
My monsters sleep
They come alive with every shout
Taken bite after bite
I can't escape the sound
My self-hate forms a tidal wave
Oh
Lost in a storm that I had made
And I hope somebody pulls me out
I won't drown
Not right now
Oh
Lost in a storm that I had made
Oh
My self-hate forms a tidal wave
Oh
Lost in a storm that I had made
And I hope somebody pulls me out