The Confessional
[Verse 1]
I can't lie I been going through it lately
The way I self destruct is built by habits on the daily
Numbing every thought with medication, isolation
I ain't seen no sun for days I lock myself inside the basement
Wasted too much time on other people when I needed all the focus on myself and all my goals if I'ma reach 'em
I'm the one who sees the vision while the rest all point and stare
They hope in secret they all fail cause my potential got 'em scared
And I'm aware that I'm a mеnace undisputed that's the mission
I been working daily on my craft to gеt to this position
I ain't backing down for nothing I worked way too fucking hard for this
Found my Missing Link up in this bitch and that shit marvelous
Snuffing out the competition daily now they pay me for the verses that I'm spittin' putting doubters in they graves
Amazing how I do it and I know it I'm a prodigy
Oddity no doubt about it that's why they applaud to me
They never seen it coming but I knew it from the start
Now everything I put my hands on is a fucking work of art
I be unbothered but I do it just the way the OGs taught me
Shoutout I.P. cause I'm up on game not because he got me
I'ma show em' what I'm bout with this, fuck all the accomplishments
This here ain't for no accolades I don't need no acknowledgment
Proving I'm a king and leaving doubters in astonishment
They wonder how I do it while I wonder my way on they bitch
I been him and I told 'em when I started
I just turn it up notch until my siblings have both departed
This life short no promises when it ends so I been going full throttle only following the wind now
Where I'ma go I'm never knowing when I get there
I been a drifter since I left the (?) shit fair
No home for me I'm made to live out on the road the only place I'll ever fit in cause it's all I'll ever know
And I accept it I ain't even tryna bitch I'm with the shit
I've just been preaching like I've been standing on a fucking pulpit
This why they calling me The Pastor I'm a bastard but I'm rapping bout the factuals that's why I been a master at my craft
But now you feeling this even if you hating me what I spit is undeniable
That is why the pay me I'm a fucking legend living and a fucking living legend
I can rock a service solo fuck a deacon and a reverend I don't need no pope mobile
Do it all without protection fuck it all I'm going raw
And all these bitches in my section then I'm wrecking
That's the way the pastor blessing I been preaching out the book giving the master class a lesson
Behind the Paint: My bible still I told you all on Wicked Gospel
Bible of the juggs and scrubs and that's why I'm so fucking hostile
If you ain't understand it still then you better do your research
Don't give a fuck 'bout selling t-shirts I'm out