God Is Closer Than You Think

[Intro]
Yeah, uh, yeah

[Verse]
My brain shells from my trauma, it's hollow
The fact I'm a living addict is probably the only pill that I gotta swallow
Spanish plug talking in lingo, we call him [?]
Let me break down these moves that I maneuver when groovin'
I'm just coastin' through this high, chasin' a dragon, can't lose it
If I overdose, am I useless? Can't hold a two when I'm choosin'
Prescription, quickly abuse it, that lil' engine who could
But I'm pushin' shit with no fluids, huh, damn
Let me pause 'cause my mind's lucid
Let me tell you a list of shit I hate about myself, here, choose it
Uh, runnin' pain in my vein, annoyance
But this pain in my brain is here stormin', uh
I can't fake it, I can't front, just say you lovе me and it's done
Multitasking, I can disappoint six peoplе at once
Reporting live from hell, let me tell you, the weather cares
'Cause when it rains, it pours, you know life gets no helping hands
You understand?
Yeah, a'ight, yeah
Okay, one room [?] from the flats
Me and moms had no helpings hands
The ramen noodles my supper, damn
Lights were off, had my pen and pad
And I'm tryna find some reason while thinkin' that I ain't [?] peephole
Express my fuckin' pain and now you thinkin' that we equal
Reeboks with the Dickies, I was too bummy to greet hoes
Youngin to pop Xans in the Vans, I had to geek though
Knockin' out while in class, they like "Damn, do you sleep home?"
I had to come up with excuses, but fuck it, I was ruthless
Had to sip on a twenty-four, but fuck, we pourin' deuces
I was learnin' just how to sip on drugs before my taxes, clueless
And now I'm sittin' with a bitch who probably here just useless
Ain't no confusion