Again

I have learned my lessons
Learned how to live
without pain, without hate

But this morning I felt so weak
Like nothing is real
like going insane, like losing my fate

It's all fading away
It's all fading away

I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm doing this
I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm here again

Yesterday everything was fine
when you were gone
out of my sight, out of my mind

But there's a hole inside my heart
Something is wrong
Something unknown, feeling alone

It's all fading away
It's all fading away

I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm doing this
I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm here again

I haven't kept my promise
I made to keep my sanity

You are a failure of my life
I'm keeping failing again and again

I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm doing this
I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm here again

I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm feeling again
I cannot believe I did it again
I cannot believe I'm here again