Icy Waters (I Hate Myself Too)

[Verse 1]
Will you meet me in the gravity of nothing?
Threw up way back but I can taste the Jäger
Saw your pale white eyes wide
I was sitting alright
I really hate my life
And I can't wait to die
I drank the water but it didn't stop my shaking

And in the burden through unnecessary wonder
Try to stay awake can't remember nothing
A lot of folks out there screaming they don't love me
I don't love them either it's a different kinda hate though
To me my nights are better slowly contemplated
Ways to make it smoother and I toss tomorrow
I know where you where you think it all
Sometimes I know that there's hate but I don't think about it
Come back to me with your collarbones showing
I want an end to this darker kind of rainbow
That's why I keep myself inside the crystal fauna
The gate in my heart tonight is not for you
But the darkness that I can't ignore

[hook]
I want to feel you die then I want to die too (x4)
Too (x3)

I used to scream once
Now I'm screaming double
I used to feel pain in my living, man
Now I think it's dying slowly
Travel icy waters so you never sleep alone without me
Travel icy waters just to keep you coming