Wish I Had U
Been looking for ways to put it on wax
Your temperament done got me feeling you prone to attack
Out to destroy the things we built ain't no circling back
I bared it all last time we spoke & still ended on mat
SO NOW cS I-
Try to repair a broken home
Can't face the mirror when reflections show me all alone
Get hasty hearing stories bout how you been moving on
Only talking I'm doing now is thru a dial tone
Tell ‘em picture me wrong- & it's nothing but chrome
I put the city on the map I been nothing but on
Started the same network writing nothing but songs
Shorties streaming my net-worth & be nothing but blown
I been righting some wrongs
Tryna figure out a different route to come up on a large amount
Say patience helped me map it out
Been vacant since I left without- your love
Seeking solace supplementing sovereignty in the club
Send a prayer for a thug
Send a prayer for a loved one
Send a prayer for the one that got away cause you dubbed ‘em
Send a prayer for the couple that's been running way from peace
I found it once then lost it now my mind it tortures me
Everything ain't ‘sposed to be, apparently
I take it as a sign to stick the things that's steering me
In the direction of some clarity
But my vision still ain't gettin clearer
Not sure that love is in my Future, gotta Wilson, Ciara
Or maybe bill up a Sarah & tell her that I'm the greatest
Could be your sponsor for forever long as love is the playpen
Could be the one to ease the pain that's been roaming throughout your brain
Dick dopamine, digging deep in your ocean got you praying
That God, can send a sign if I'm leading you blind
That overtime he can reveal if it's true peace of mind
That one day I'm willing to show it if I'm not for you
We both been looking for a love hoping this is true
I still wish I had u
We did what we had to
Do it all again just to get you back imma always spin the block for you
I miss when I had you
Give it all up if I had to
I would trade it all just to get you back imma always spin the block for you
Heard from a bird that my nigga's words done left him a herb
Retaliate the only thing that's been calming my nerves
We grew up rocking on the diamond 2nd base & 3rd
I never knew the last double play was the last we'd earn
Some life lessons you learn, some life lessons you teach
I saw him reach my only option was to flame the heat
Now like a gazelle I'm hell as I'm burning down the street
Trembles of fear peak thru my eyes this here ain't heaven's peak
But this life you adore, gone & get you some more
Keep fantasizing bout the scene in m2s at store
Cause being a hood nigga is what she looking for
Though being a hood nigga is eating at your core
You ain't bargain for war, she ain't bargain for pain
They ain't bargain for seeing 8,9 of they brother's slain
But no harping cause that's the bargain when you in the game
& no talking cause all that rat shit turn you David Blaine
Listen, tell me your greatest affliction
Now tell me all things you did to grow distant
You can't complain to make a change you gotta change how you living
I ain't preaching I'm just saying this the way thru the system
No more playing the victim
No playing the role of a nigga you wasn't meant for
No more playing with life cause surely you only'll get one
No more playing cause playing powers penetrable—
I still wish I had u
We did what we had to
Do it all again just to get you back imma always spin the block for you
I miss when I had you
Give it all up if I had to
I would trade it all just to get you back imma always spin the block for you