Shifting blame

What's your problem? Where did it start?
I cannot help myself and nothing feels okay

February wasn’t feeling better couldn’t make it to September
Now I’m here and everybody’s moving on

How could you have been so bold
To believe what I had told you
That’s not my weight to bear anymore

Who am i to place the blame?
Cus I know you wouldn’t do the same
But I know you don’t think about it anymore

And I’m not gonna get better if I can’t hear myself think
I’m never living for myself, I just exist to fucking please
Don’t got no time to process feelings and so it’s autopilot dealings
What’s going on?
How should I stop it?
Instead I’m going through the withdrawal and, fuck

How could you have been so bold
To believe what I had told you
That’s not my weight to bear anymore

Who am i to place the blame?
Cus I know you wouldn’t do the same
But I know you don’t think about it anymore