FEEL WORSE

[Chorus]
You say you do it to feel better
But to me you feel worse
Intentionally so unethical
You're just being a jerk
You thought you could outsmart the pain
So tell me, really, how's it working out for you?
Still believe that you can cut and paste hurt?

[Verse 1]
Unloading negative emotions into people
Like old TVs in the forest, lit cigarettes out windows
Smashing glass bottles on the side of the road
So we lace up our boots when you're in one of your moods
When you go into this mode
You say you're venting your frustrations in a healthier way
As the reward center in your brain activates
Like it associates the things you masturbate
To with an orgasm, unifying pleasure and hate
I think you're making excuses because you're terrified
You've reached your limit for how much you can internalize
But you've been swindled by the fickle, fragile, fleeting highs
Of perpetrating the abuse that has defined your life

[Pre-Chorus]
And everybody hears you screaming
Fuck you, hit me
Help me, kill me
Love me, stop me, but

[Chorus]
You say you do it to feel better
But to me you feel worse
And my opinion doesn't matter
But, yeah, you sound worse
Look at where you were a year or two ago
Like, this is worse
You claim you've gotten so much better
But, baby, you're getting worse
Baby, you're getting worse
I think you're getting worse
The way you're acting now, it just feels worse

[Verse 2]
You certainly aren't new or improved
Or in anyway less of a fool or abuser
Or safer to be around
Or more amusing
You used to make it fun
You used to be so cool
You used to make it look sexy
Now you're in my death pool
Your behavior's erratic
And really you've become static
You haven't learned a thing
And you've lost all of your magic
And you don't do any drugs
But you sound just like an addict
Making me nervous as you proudly announce you feel fantastic
You act like you're self-aware, and you claim to be in control
And maybe it was less of a lie the first time you told it
But the look in your eyes really hasn't sold it
Like the way you snap on a dime without the strength to withhold it
You expect me to believe that you're really fucking screaming
About the pointless bullshit you're using to demonize me
The dark place you're in illuminated by gaslighting
I'm sympathetic, but it's time to point those fingers inside

[Pre-Chorus]
And everybody wants to like you
And not fight you over fake news
Because we all know that your issues
Are not the issues that you subscribe to, like

[Chorus]
You say you do it to feel better
But to me you feel worse
And my opinion doesn't matter
But, yeah, you sound worse
Look at where you were a year or two ago
Like, this is worse
You claim you've gotten so much better
But, baby, you're getting worse
Baby, you're getting worse
This feels worse
It's not working
Baby, you feel worse
You say you do it to feel better
But to me you feel worse
And my opinion doesn't matter
But, yeah, you sound worse
Look at where you were a year or two ago
Like, this is worse
You claim you've gotten so much better
But, baby, you're getting worse
Baby, you're getting worse
This feels worse
This feels so much worse
You're getting worse
Baby, you feel worse
Baby, you feel worse
I think you're getting worse
Baby, you're getting worse
Baby, you're getting worse
You've gotten worse
You feel so much worse

[Outro]
And everybody hears you screaming
Fuck you, hit me
Help me, kill me
Love me, stop me
Feel worse