I. INTRO/ MAMA'S BOY

Summer's over
In my own apartment
Holdin' onto feelings
Now departed

Picking myself up
I had to walk it off
Now I'm on these meds, feel like mind
Has gone and run amok

When will this shit
Ever stop?
Flipped the pack
Without block

As of late, back and forth debate
Been tryna shake some shit
Pursuer of da cake, my ex be asking
Where my patience went

And for me it's make or miss
Don't know what to make of this
Way that people movin' now
Loyalty don't come around no more

They don't wanna see my glow
Damn, I need some new hoes
And book a few shows
And blow a lil' smoke

They swear up and down
That they know a nigga
Jealousy feed off fear
I see da faux in niggas

Nah I can't feed
Into those
Killin' myself
Tryna please these folks

Life ain't promised
So I gotta do it big
Kissin' on Kaya
While I write these lyrics

Shoutout to mama
She prolly won't hear it
She made a legend
I carry her spirit

Hell yeah Vinny
Been da hottest nigga 'round
I can hear it now
Tryna bite the boy sound

Grateful for Ls
It could have been different
Weed the only thing
I need distance

Now I'm talking less
I had to listen
Sometimes ya light
Put a glare in ya vision

I made some
hard decisions
Been in some
fucked up positions

I got my pieces together
But it still feel some missin'
It still feel like
something missin'

Roll up my feelings
In Russian Cream
I pray for love
And the better things

All of my people
Believe in me
And a few bitches
That can agree

Can't really let no one
Get close to me
My is real soul gold
But my heart on freeze

Down to blow
Man you best believe
They don't wanna see
A better me

I can see that politics and policies don't really add up
Shoot, shank, and blast
Then try to drag us
Sayin' nigga, actin' hood tryna dap up

And ion make shit for da radio
But I know I'm ahead of da hottest though
My message love, why you hatin' hoe?
(Nigga in his feelings!) ight fa sho

Wakin' up and gotta lot on my mind
She listen, she top me, so now it's behind me
Training wit Kaya to fight the anxiety
What other rapper tryna change society

Get yo priorities straight
Make sure yo hood and family got plates
How yo jewelry real and niggas be fake?
You can't do none wit dat shit in a grave

No it can't save you
No it won't save you
No it can't save you, no

I'm tryna be the greatest
Tryna be like 80,
Then say I made it ya

I see the top and I swear to God
That's what I been waiting for
The LND, the people, the bitches, the gualla
That's who I been makin' this for ya

Me and pops don't even
Talk no more
But I bet you he pull around
When I blow

And my old lover girl
Gotta ring now
She told me she
Doin' ha thing now

It's funny how time flies
You want hard truth
Or them good lies?

I needa ride or die
That don't thrive from pride
I'm only 20, damn
I feel more than alive

Broke a nigga heart
To see my mama cry
Picture it painted
It stuck to my eyes

Imma black nigga
So they want my demise
Born just to live
And living to die

Gimme a pen and some paper
I write out my heart
For them Benjamin faces
I'm runnin' in circles

Tryna find some placement
Niggas perpetratin'
I can't even gauge it
All the real ones gone
Ion know where they went

Through with ya lies
Nigga save it
Shoutout to Sawce99
Problems I got 'em bout 99

But a bitch ain't 1
Shawty did me foul AND-1
But it's the way that life goes
Love don't last and that's fa sho

Just wait 'till da boa on da radio
You gone miss me Deshaé but you knew dat though
You left when I needed you most
But that's what I needed the most

I don't mean to brag
I don't mean to boast
I'm doin' it big
And that's for my folks

Imma lil' bit older now
I'm way more focused now
Can't nobody take my pride
Can't nobody hold me down

Can't nobody take my pride
Can't nobody hold me down, nigga