Relief

The hell in my veins
Made the lights dim
The blood on my hands
Became oceans
Where my body was stripped of my limbs
There I was drowning in
My troubles they keep me awake
I’d do anything to see something change
That’s what scares me the most
I just want to run towards the waves
Please oh please will something just change
I fall asleep
The voices
They sing
But I don’t want to be so careless
I just want to be myself when I
See The world crumbling down
Covet the crown
Covet the crown
And I just want to run towards the waves
And If it kills me
Oh I promise
I will make things change