Heartburn (feat. Allison Rhee)

I lose you slowly in ways I never thought I could
The beds no longer cold and your smell starts to fade for good
Suddenly a few days pass and you're not on my mind
But moving on without you feels like living blind

Would you stay if I asked you to
Would you lie would you tell the truth
Do you love me or are you through
Is there somebody new
I just wanna know
Baby say no
I just wanna know
Baby say no

I can say that I been thru a lot
People just don't know bout my thoughts
Times slow when I look up at the clock
Still slow when I think about you and our lock
Locked up in a clock with a Glock
Heaven's gates ye I tried a couple knocks
Thought reminiscing brings back nostalgia
But broken memories brought back my phobias
Cards in my hand but it was never my turn
Pullup to your crib but all I do is u-turn
Scars enlargen
Emotions barge in
Non alcoholic but
Life's getting more
Gin less tonic
All in'd no return
Real shit
Yea I yearned
Lil bits
All I earned
Hard way
That I learned

I'm not asking you to stay not asking you why
If this is what you want who am I to deny
Tonight I'm drowning all my feelings in wine
And wondering how I missed all the signs

And I fall apart in paragraphs and
The way you never called me back
I miss the way you said my name
The way you followed it with "babe"