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Don't tell me I'll find my place
That all I have to do is give myself some space
Although I need the help, I never asked for it
I did this to myself
The devil's luck isn't on my side, and even though I've tried
It seems there's just another part of me that really shouldn't be
Cause after all this time, things should have aligned
These thoughts and I just can't coincide
So I remain in this decline
The devil's luck
Isn't on my side
I try to take a chance, but it seems to be
That my hopes and dreams won't stay with me
Won't stay with me
I know I have time, and I can wait in line
But I don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back
I grow wearied, I'll carry on no further
My thoughts are dreary, throw me into the burner
Regress
I will regress to pain
My chest is empty
I thought this time had passed, but it seems that this holds no validity
Mind's a mess, can't get any rest
My heart is pounding through my fucking chest; distress
I envy the comfort you find in your slumber
There is no release for me
There's no release for me, just fucking misery
Won't live a lesser life
Bury into me your scythe
I know I have time, and I can wait in line
But I don't wanna go back
Don't wanna go back