Soft Drugs

I'll turn off the lights
And keep just one last one on
I'll stare at it just as long as I need to breathe
I'll turn off my phone
But I'll turn it on at least twice again
Cause I know I'll need to see your face
And I'll try to be patient with myself
Keep saying I don't need no one else
And that it's okay to hold on to this
Cause this is the only thing that helps me
Fall asleep
Fall asleep
I'll have some more dreams
And I'll try to get back control
But just when I start to know it'll be just me
And everyone else seems to have a plan
Same old lie again yeah I know
I'm fine, I know, I'll be good, I know
It's fine I'll have just one more
Just one more
Try to be patient with myself
Keep saying I don't need no one else
And that it's okay to hold on to this
Cause this is the only thing that helps me
Fall asleep
Fall asleep