Essence

Spirals through my head, but I ain't falling
Now they want me dead, but I'm not stopping
They try to play it off, like I'm playing offense
But then you lose control, and your heart starts stopping
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
They say I'm irrelevant twisted my intelligence
Went and picked up all my thoughts through death
And maybe my head will be blown off by the end of the year
And i'll watch them scream and cheer
It's not the death that I fear
The fear is the thought of being another reject inside their head
Cause if they kill me then my dreams are dead
But maybe they'll shed a tear in bed
I'm not as irrelevant as I seem
I might be crazy and I might have themes
If you look a little closer through this beam
Then maybe you'll see my means
Then maybe you'll see my means
Spirals through my head, but I ain't falling
Now they want me dead, but I'm not stopping
They try to play it off, like I'm playing offense
But then you lose control, and your heart starts stopping
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah