​defective.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
Feel like all I do is wrong, never should of wrote that song
Never should of loved that bitch, never should of made that wish
Never should of heard that voice, never should of made that choice
I should of just stayed asleep
I don't like what I've learned, I don't like what I see
I don't know what I want, I don't know what I need
Look at what I've become, I can't find any peace
I guess this what I choose, get high from the lows
Nobody knows me outside what I post
You only know what I want you to know, you only feel what I want you feel
You only think what I want you to think
This is my fucking world, I'm the only one real
I can only trust my own perception, I cannot rеly on your deception
I can only feel my own affection, you won't еver care how I'm affected
You want something new but I'm defective
All I know is hate, I've got a collection
I can only take my own advice, I might fucking take my own damn life
Bitch, can you not hit me up? I swear you not what I want
I used to might give a fuck, but now I do not, I can't show any love
To anyone not showing me that they care
Every minute they can, I am not just a spare
I'm one of a kind and if you cannot see that
I'll fucking leave and I never will be back, bitch