Meantime

[Intro]
You are now listening to OG Vinchenzo
(God damn)
God damn
God damn, god damn, god damn, god damn
God damn
God damn, god damn, god damn, god damn

[Verse 1]
Aye, she keep telling me she love me
Aye, tell me why I don’t feel loved right now
Pretty sure God is watching up above me
Aye, why it feel like he don’t give a fuck right now?
Why does it feel like the man I am sucks right now?
Can’t hold a girl come to find out
I can’t even hold my ground
How pathetic do I sound?
How will I go down in the books?
Grown ass man or a pus?
Can’t even talk to my dad ‘bout the shit
‘Cause I’m too afraid it’s a bad look
Typical that I feel misunderstood
Would fix myself if I could
And she keep saying in the end it’s all good
But bitch, right now I’m shook
I’m worried ‘bout the

[Chorus]
Meantime
Know all ends well for me
I’m just worried ‘bout that meantime
Know today’s a gift
But I’m still praying for that rewind
(I don’t care ‘bout the damn future or ‘bout the past
If you gon’ make it right, do it now, do it fast)
Know God heard all my prayers
I’m just waiting on that reply
(I don’t care ‘bout the damn future or ‘bout the past
If you gon’ make it right, do it now, do it fast)
And don’t tell me I’ll be fine
‘Cause I’m stressed ‘bout that meantime

[Verse 2]
Clear something up for me
Thought I’m s’posed to worry ‘bout what’s in front of me
But the people that’s in front of me
Telling me don’t worry, T
If it’s not fine, then it’s gonna be…
In the future
In the present right now and I’m losing my mind
And I might go die ‘cause I can’t stay alive
With my demons out here straight loomin’
In ‘bout no time Imma be movin’ back home
But they know where I go
Fayco
No point even tryna stay low
I’ve been fighting with them over my soul
I can feel my strength fading real slow
And I don’t wanna hear that it’s worth it in the end
My heart can’t take another blow
I’m worried ‘bout the

[Chorus]
Meantime
Know all ends well for me
I’m just worried ‘bout that meantime
Know today’s a gift
But I’m still praying for that rewind
(I don’t care ‘bout the damn future or ‘bout the past
If you gon’ make it right, do it now, do it fast)
Know God heard all my prayers
I’m just waiting on that reply
(I don’t care ‘bout the damn future or ‘bout the past
If you gon’ make it right, do it now, do it fast)
And don’t tell me I’ll be fine
‘Cause I’m stressed ‘bout that meantime

[Verse 3]
Used to think that I was the shit
Now I just feel like I’m colored like it
My confidence breaks more and more each day
But I try not to come off like it
This relationship shit ain’t a game girl
Tell me right now, do you love or like it?
And if you say love better back it up
‘Cause I swear to God, girl the other night it didn’t seem that way
When I drove six hours just to see your face
Turned me right around girl, like I was a stranger
Like we never met, let alone date
Aye, gotta let go of this hate
Life goes on and the earth rotates
So I can’t stand still stressing all damn day
‘Bout whether not you love me
It don’t matter either way
I’m fucked for the meantime
For the meantime