Lost Too

Growing up, saw my dad in a orange jumpsuit
All alone had no one too talk too
All the pain I felt, and I couldn’t even call you
Call, call, call, call you

And all the pain that I felt I wouldn’t wish on nobody
I can’t love you when I don’t got love for me
Still feel alone even though I got company
Drugs comfort me until the day the lord comes for me

Love her for the night until babygirl cums for me

(Dear Lord please come for me)

What I’m sippin’ ain’t holy water
Im with Hxly Ghxst blowing holy smoke
Went from holy for the socks
To Virgil poking holy holes in my fives

Went from no heat, and no electric
And I won’t forget it
Nah I won’t forget it
To rooftops in Jamaica where the view is endless

Top down riding round in a new coupe
Gotta get it on your no one owe you
Going crazy like McGrady back in 02
Lean and the protools there’s no telling what I’m gon’ do
Man You wouldn’t understand what I to go through
This all been part of the plan shit I told you
Didn’t have much to lose, had everything to prove, pretty soon I’ll be right where I’m supposed too

Hit me up if you suicidal
I’d rather listen to your problems, than your eulogy

I just lost my best friend
I don’t know where to begin
I lost my cousin to that needle
Wonder why I pour up heavy
I just wanna numb the pain
I got demons tryna get me
Most my family still resent me
Money jealousy, and envy
Got me all in my feels I don’t feel none
They say time heals all I ain’t got none
I loved you, but for you I was the wrong one
Life never added up like the wrong sum
I been living on the edge think I might jump

Lord knows I’m on one
Stressed than I’m on two
I don’t got me all the time, but I promise I got you
I’m lost too