My Head

[Verse 1: Jamie Madrox]
My haunted head is filled with dead and awful things
Visions and images and the feelings that they bring
Heaviness and hopelessness, I focus on this feeling
In my heart and how they want to tear me down until I fall apart (Fall apart)
I pick myself up and realize I'm just living a dream
With a mask on my face everyday is Halloween (Halloween)
Born a nightmare but grew up in between
My tortured soul is just a ghost in the machine (In the machine)
Ego risers turn to trampolines
We bounce in the dead and the spirits unclean
Refreshing new purpose, we be the push by any means
Shove it like a trust fall for all to see
Hey look at me, I've been in situations the same as you (Same as you)
It's been a nightmare, what I'm going through (Going through)
I feel like I don't know what I'm supposed to do (Supposed to do)
They say they understand but they don't have a clue (Have a clue)

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
Holding my head up in times when I feel like I'm going down (Going down, down, down)
I feel the weight when the pressure surmounts (Pressure surmounts)
I am breaking down
Under pressure, under strain
Understand my mind's insane
It's too much, caving in
And every time feels like the end (The end)

[Verse 2: Blaze Ya Dead Homie]
My head filled with memories of blood on my hands
Things you've gotta do just to stack them bands
It's a thin line between friends and loose ends
Offering two cents when they truth bends
K-K-Kick you and all your knuckles
Pressure tightened belt buckles
Poke 'em down 'til they cold on the floor
See they not subtle, maggots infect my brain
Now they all drowning into puddles, look what I've become
Lost! (Lost) Get a grip
A.K. in my hands fully equipped
Try to leave me for the vultures, I adapt to it
And now it's everything they owe I'm coming back for it
Revenge is foolish without plans (Plans)
And everything easy for you to see up in the stands (Stands)
Meaning hindsight can only get your mind right (Right)
Sitting back in the darkness out of sunlight (Light)
Let go of the gun, right, stay in your head tight

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
Holding my head up in times when I feel like I'm going down (Going down, down, down)
I feel the weight when the pressure surmounts (Pressure surmounts)
I am breaking down
Under pressure, under strain
Understand my mind's insane
It's too much, caving in
And every time feels like the end (The end)

[Verse 3: Monoxide]
You're looking for the wrong place, I think you found it
Welcome to my dark space, my medulla oblongata
And like a car chase, if I'm the driver, my sanity's so far away
So why bother?
I've been abandoned by family
So Our Father, is it your way of damning me?
I feel like there's nobody understanding me
Holler, nothing but enemies pulling me up underwater
And they hope to take me away from my son and my daughter (Daughter)
If you pray to God you better call her
'Cause I'm about to bring 'em all to slaughter
There's something in my head and it keeps telling me to murder, murder, murder
All my enemies and I'm starting to think maybe I oughta
Nothing in my head feels right
Fuck it all instead, real life
I just want to know what being wrecked feels like
But I cannot control it
So I should not pretend I might get it right (Get it right, get it right)

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
Holding my head up in times when I feel like I'm going down (Going down, down, down)
I feel the weight when the pressure surmounts (Pressure surmounts)
I am breaking down
Under pressure, under strain
Understand my mind's insane
It's too much, caving in
And every time feels like the end (The end)