Zero

She was on my mind I tried to get her out there real quick
She told me how she loved me, got my heart doing some backflips now
Now i'm feeling trapped in, this life that i'm stuck living
Got me wishing, I was different, my brain travels just to end it
I was stuck inside the moment
I came back just to hold it, hold it
I don't wanna be without you baby, you were honest
Now I have to go, leave my sorrows to the morning
And I don't know if I could even do it without honing in on
Everything that makes you mine
Everything that makes you fine
Hoping you don't want to live that life
Hoping you don't want to live that life
Cuz baby I
Really want to get it right
Get it right now
Really don't want to fucking try
Trying right now
Baby I want you in my life
Get in right now
I'm right back
I'll be right back
But baby just live for right now

My body's colder than the ocean that i'm dropped in
I'll freeze your heart and then i'll give in to your options
Give in to your pain
I'd like to see you everyday
Around the same time, maybe later
I don't know if I can stay
Stay around these fucking haters
Got me feeling like i'm great
But i'm not because i'm here to deal with people who relate
To the darkness in my heart, my soul, my body get it straight
I don't want to be alone, but it's my life, so fuck this place
Fuck this place
I want to leave and get a drank
Fuck this place
I want to leave with something great
Martin Luther had a dream and so do I
The king just wanted world peace before he died
And here I am, causing problems in my stride
If I had a fucking chance, I would go and end my life

I would go and end my life without a doubt
People ask me all the time if I was meant to figure out
How my life went so downhill while spending my time on the couch
True story, my life was chill till I became a slouch
But she was always right there for me
She was always lovely company
Kept my mind from floating in the abyss
Kept me from ending it, when that was all there is
Don't you wanna come back
Don't you wanna come back
Baby I really want you right now
Sorry bout all that (so sorry, so sorry, so sorry)
Sorry bout all that
But i'm here right now
I don't want to fucking leave you there
Cuz i'm here right now
So underprepared
So underprepared
So underprepared, but baby girl i'm here right now