the Carnival

I'm a ne'er-do-well
Riding backwards on a carousel
Laughin' but I'm scared as hell
Maybe it's the Seroquel
Maybe it's my parents still
I'm drawing all these parallels
Or maybe I could see it if jumped off of this ferris wheel
I'm comin' for your funnel cake chubby boy
Cuz I was hustlin' when everyone was unemployed
My life's a rollercoaster but I still feel under-joyed
Will I make it til I'm 40 you can flip a coin
Til then I'm bobbin' and I'm weaving
Through the derelicts and demons
cnd to me the industry feels like a carnival of heathens
c bizarre kind of feeling
Being starving while I'm eating
But fuck your cotton candy I'm from Cleveland
I navigate what I perceive as a maze
I make a meal in hell's kitchen on the darkest of days
clthough it makes a big difference when you're not on cocaine
I'm still skipping to the circus with a pocket of change
I get up, so I wouldn't get sucked down
Ya goin' full clown to get out the underground
It's a cool sound when your being self now
Talkin' bout
Get down, get down, get down, get down
ct the carnival
Get down, get down, get down, get down
Gotta play the game

I got real high so now I get real low
I can't stand the smell of the chemicals
It gets real hard when I'm in the steelyard
Got a good feeling we in the margin
I feel strong that it won't be long
I feel strong that we on the come up
I feel strong that we got that somethin
Got that somethin
Got that somethin