Am I Happening?

[Verse 1]
I've got a high-powered sex drive and I know how to use it
But no one to cruise with
I started losing when I started choosing any passerby
To drive me out of my mind
I got a million ideas and I know how to sell them
But no one to tell them to
Oh, I started yelling, my eyes started welling
I was lost in my own woods

[Chorus]
Am I even happening? Did I ever happen?
Am I even happening if no one hears me fall?
Am I even happening, did I evеr happen?
Am I even happеning if no one hears me fall?

[Verse 2]
I got a small bag of change and I'm burning to blow it
But no one to throw it to
Oh, the next thing you know I was getting too high
It's just me, myself and I
I got faith in the Father but a fear of my mother
God knows I love her, I'd never judge her
But I carry her guilt, I'm a dangerous thing
I am better off in my own woods

[Chorus]
Am I even happening? Did I ever happen?
Am I even happening if no one hears me fall?
Am I even happening? Did I ever happen?
Am I even happening if no one hears me fall?

[Verse 3]
And I grew up alone and I'll grow old alone
Looking out the window, the school kids walk home
They were part of something but I got a good education
And I grew up alone and I'll grow old alone
Looking out the window, the school kids walk home
They were part of something but I got a good education

[Outro]
Though I wanna be part of something
I wanna be part of something
I wanna be part of something
I wanna be, I wanna be
I wanna be part of something
I wanna be part of something
I wanna be part of something
I wanna be, I wanna be