​stopped feeling a long time ago

[Verse 1]
A hard pill to swallow
You knew the whole time
While you were meeting my mother
You had someone else in mind
I said you were trouble
You said, "I don't want to ever lose you"
Did you mean any of it?
Did you tell her all that too?

[Verse 2]
You were everything to me
And I was just an option
Never had a label
Just the valentine, a constant
When you want someone you mean it
For that moment 'til it's gone
But there's no warning for the damage
When you suddenly move on

[Chorus]
You wear that stupid hat I gave you
More than you've talked to me in months
How dare you try to call me
And pretend this heartbreak wasn't what it was
I keep the sweatshirt in my closet
Only wear it if it's cold
You can't save me from how I'm feeling
You stopped feeling a long time ago

[Verse 3]
Letter signed sincerely
Your first initial and a heart
I found it in my drawer
Last thing you gave before you tore us all apart
It gets dangerous when a best friend
Turns into something more
There's no boundary, just forgiveness
When they hurt you like before
You take no responsibility
For the wreckage that you leave
I was broken the whole summer
You didn't even fucking call me

[Chorus]
You wear that stupid hat I gave you
More than you've talked to me in months
How dare you try to call me
And pretend this heartbreak wasn't what it was
I keep the sweatshirt in my closet
Only wear it if it's cold
You can't save me from how I'm feeling
You stopped feeling a long time ago

[Verse 4]
And here you are again
Just like I knew you would
Claiming you still care
After months I spent wishing that you could
Had to learn to live without you
What an unexpected turn
My favorite part of every day
Turned into pictures that I burn

[Outro]
I can't say I blame you
You're not the first one to go
I'm used to it, I promise
I stopped feeling a long time ago
Everything I didn't say
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But every song that I write is about you
And I wanna play them for you
Because you would like them
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'Kay, bye