HOLD MY BREATH

Hold my breath
So that the urge stops breathing
Hold my breath
Til my heart stops beating
Hold my breath
Til the anger stops seething
Hold my breath
Til my self made scars stop bleeding

The cord touches my skin
Tingles and I start stabbing myself again
Even the slightest brush on my flesh
Stab away the rage til my skin is mesh

Hold my breath
Til I never breathe again
Hold my breath
Til I stop stabbing my hand
Hold my breath
Til I stop pushing away all my friends
Hold my breath
Til I never hurt again

Self sabotage in human form
Self hatred to my very core
Bite my tonguе cuz I like the taste
Such a brilliant mind gonе to waste