What's on the Inside

Visions i see it clearer
Been smooth like aloe vera
When I look inside that mirror
no tats but stay bearded
humble but too ambitious
Pen game been too vicious
Im Feelin like Bruce Willis
Im lookin through 6 senses
My mind is too fenced in
Lightin spliffs then
Back to them beats again
Help restore my engine
Angels with dirty faces
My soul needs cleansin
Live my life through the rearview
Im past tensin
I forget to mention
Those times in the kitchen
Now they just dirty dishes that need risin
I just dust my self off and keep pushin
Its too hard to move tho
These chains need loosened
Often lately i catch myself praying to God
But these voices wont help me and fuck yous the response
Hope that i can make it away from this without harm
This world is too crazy and it leaves me alarmed

My life i sacrificed
Aint playin aint nothin nice
Lookout without a guide
This was done by design
I came i done arrived
No ally I die inside
Count up all the tears i cried
Push my feelings to the side
New days they gotta raise
My life is like a maze
I been caught up in that frey
Will i see another day
I doubt i wanna live
My heart i tried to give
I snatched it right back
And said fuck another bitch
My name its been blemished
I hate to see this image
I been working like a chemist
To develop 6 figures
I wanna be wealthy
Work out and stay healthy
I dont think god can help me
My heart about to break me
Try to be authentic
Drink liquor and get bented
These voices be relenting
All this shit i be forgettin
Torture its so abundent
All these voices really love it
Always standing there in judgement
My soul about to plummet