What Is Real?

I want to know what is real in this world
I do not have time for all of this bs
There's reasons I'm feeling receiving these messages
Counting my blessingsis
This feeling of righteousness clouding & blurring my conscious
Anxiety ridden, disturbing my processes
Figuring I'm better not in this continent
I try not to think what you say is a compliment
Try not to be yeah but I'm still apart of this
What is the meaning, the meaning of all of this?
I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs
I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs
I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs
Maybe I'm not ready for all my blessings
I feel I am stuck and I'm making decisions
I wouldn't have made If I stuck to my vision
Maybe I'm looking at everything different
And maybe just maybe yeah you will still listen
To all of my words girl you know that's my mission
I'm saving my soul then one day I will save you
I will save everyone I've every loved
That is my mission It's sent from above
I'm tired of hiding cause this is my purpose
This is my passion you know that I learned that
I'm grown and I earned this
This is a version of myself I saw in a memory so distant I almost missed it
I always catch it, you're overreacting, calm down I don't want this to lead to fighting
Don't you feel enlightened, I ain't even trying, I'm just gliding through life
Cause this shit is a breeze, I don't got a degree cause I focused on my soul you can see
All of the work I put into my mind
Sometimes I remind myself it's all fine
So I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs
I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs
I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs
I'm back in the cut
If you don't know what that means it's enough
All of my demons, I'll give them a shrug
They don't have meaning, I'll give them a lesson on how to give hugs