Toxic Love

You always finding ways to have yo way
And so you lose yourself in trauma trying to find
yo place
Discovered how you love it here so why we fight to stay
I tell myself thats this is love ignoring signs it aint
If our love aint earn no credit id decline the wait
And you keep playing with our future like its time to waste
I'm trying to work this shit out now cuz I could die today
Sometimes I see it in yo eyes what you aint trying to say
Keep us together with so much of me im bout to break
I heard you talk like hope is lost and I became yo faith
still you weigh me like a option when all im you got. Huh
I dont let go bc I used to drop the ball alot. Yeah
Cuz this is me I deal with issues since I lost my son
Feel like I couldn't be the dad that I thought I was
No attempting to measure the moment I had a daughter
Fighting failure im bothered with who I am as a father
Still picking women around her wit no foundation to honor perpetuating the cycle but I wont go any farther
I just had to chill you
out In doing so explaining my attachment issues
Thats why im never really thru when I done had it with you
So Imma love you til you love me right
This is what my toxic love is like

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Imma love you til you love me right
And this is what my toxic love is like

Yo
If vulnerable was a person that risked its life to be trusting
Too indecisive and nervous to never plan for the purpose
Would love even be worth it
I wonder
Man I Wonder who thought up the way that love hurts
Why we adding the fuel to fire to see what burns worst
We spend our heart on desires what is yo love worth
How does love work and who do you call to fix it
Wonder would you fight for my heart when off gaurd n defenseless
I wasnt always there for bitches i was less consistent
Finesse the system now I set u in the best position
And sex you in it still you kill me with such repetition
I'm just a victum whose affection didn't expect existed
Girl I be testing you to see if you da one for real
If you gone be by my side or if you running still
I know I couldn't let you go if you was leaving tho
Cuz I need you to myself and all the reasons show..damn
I guess that I be hopeing secretly
Youd forget to break my heart n help shit beat for me (damn)
So imma love you til you love me right
N This is what my toxic love is like

Imma love you til you love me right
And this is what my toxic love is like