my eyes are playing tricks on me
[Verse 1: Tøbias]
Losin' myself and I'm losin' my head
Took a risk, dodged a bullet by a thread
Search party is lookin' for me
So I gotta tread lightly
[Chorus: Tøbias]
I'm seein' things that aren't even real
Numb to the pain, I just wanna feel
I said I've got problems, they said, "Be real"
They just assume and say, "What's your deal?"
Sorry if I'm a burden, it's not on purpose
Lookin' for options, I'm just searchin'
I know I'm awful, I'm such a bad person
Got insecurities, never was I perfect
[Verse 2: CRVIG]
I won't say it, but I know that I am losin' it
And I can't do anything 'bout it, so I make a hit
And it's been really hard for me to simply get a grip
And I've been fantasizing the world if I didn't exist
Seein' ghosts in my room, shadows dancin' on the walls
I can't escape etеrnal doom, I need something to break my fall
And I'm just waitin' on the rеaper to pencil me in
'Cause lately I've been feeling like I'm nearin' the top of the list
[Chorus: Tøbias]
I'm seein' things that aren't even real
Numb to the pain, I just wanna feel
I said I've got problems, they said, "Be real"
They just assume and say, "What's your deal?"
Sorry if I'm a burden, it's not on purpose
Lookin' for options, I'm just searchin'
I know I'm awful, I'm such a bad person
Got insecurities, never was I perfect