FALLEN ANGEL INTERLUDE.

Sick and tired of foolishness each day
Gravitating at a pace that no one can save
You can see a bottle in my hand
I'm not ashamed
The depth of loneliness the only thing that I'm afraid
I was raised

To lead a life of regret in the midst of my darkest rain
I reign through a power scope
I see her face each night when I'm awake

I see my mistakes painted at a range
Seen the blood on her hands couldn't help but feel out of place
Extend my heart, she held me tight
Held me close 'til I came apart
There's a cross, ridden in my arms
In remembrance of who you are

I promised Austin I'd look after Kaylee when he was gone
But the products of maybe made me feel disarmed, but look upon
Found a meaning where meaning don't bloom in the absence of God
I took a shot, now I'm dizzy, uneasy with the bars

When I'm feigning I show false colors to mask my flaws
"You'll never be a part of this"
"You'll never make me proud of it"
Words never hurt me unless I'm yearning for approval
Won't apologize for shit

I'll make a thousand songs just to prove I'm heaven sent
But even then
I know I'll be shut in
Pardon the lack of confidence
Grew up wanting to be momma's kid
Tears in my eyes, I was born for this
Born for tricks

I'm sorry ma'am, I should've left your daughter out of it
But her warmth was something that never came equipped
With the life I led to the point of death
The only woman to see my true depth
Words can't describe my regret for sending them drunk texts

I should've slept
I should've healed by now
But I'm still at war like every other Vet
But I'll make it right

And that's a promise not a bet
Please don't see me as a threat
My path may be crooked, but I always find a way in the end