Satisfied

Should i be safe at home
A stronger man who really should know
Better than to reach the edge and try to fight this on my own
Can i be something i have yet to find in my close friends
They've all lost their heads
And it's bringing me down to the place where i'm supposed to…be
Responsibly…for now
Chorus:
I want it, i need it, just one more to satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right
Should i be safe at home
I relapse quicker than you could know
My past compulsions breed convulsions
A sorry seen unfolds
Can i be weak when i'm stable
Strong in the cradle
Strung out in a fable
Where the hero gets saved
I've tried this before
Routines and rewards
What's gonna change
Chorus
I tried to find inside something civilized
Stolen, borrowed, bought any remnants of a man
Took on too much too soon, too afraid to fight
Struggled, lost and won just to realize that i can't understand
I want it, i need it
I want it, i need it
Just one more, just one more
Just one more to satisfy
Like nothing will, like nothing will
Like nothing will, like nothing will…like
Puzzled missing pieces
They don't fit in
Can't help it, feel nothing, feel nothing