The Twilight Zone

It's hard for me to find the words to say this shit
But i think i've fucking lost it, or im losin' it
Because the world i see around me is so different
Then the one that y'all be fuckin' callin home
Kinda startin' to feel like i am all alone in this
I think my body done departed from my soul
I know that home is nowhere even fuckin' close to here
But i don't have a clue which way to go
Poppin' pills & takin' trips lets hit the road
Anythin' to change my state of mind it's getting old
Feel like it's me against the world i'm on my own
Ain't backin down aint ever been the type to fold

I think im stuck inside some kind of foreign dimension
Or im sufferin' from somethin that's beyond comprehension
I've been strugglin' to find a proper way to present this
I just don't know where to start my mind's a jumbled up mess
Please somebody help me, i've got hundreds of questions
I don't know where im goin' point me in a direction
At this rate i don't think i'll ever come to my senses
I'm so fuckin' desperate-
Some kind of foreign demension

Everything is off. It's off, i swear, lately
Everything i touch, it falls, it falls gravely
Everyone around's been actin so shady
And everywhere i look, i only see hate
Everyone i love (fuck), i swear they go crazy
And then they talk to me like im the one insane
I know it's in my head, i've gotta' fix this shit
I hear em' talkin' bout me, hear em' whisperin'
And they really fuckin' think that i ain't listenin'
I just got nothin' left to say i'm gonna kill em' with silence
Cuz i learned nothin' positive can come from ignance & violence
So i'll be plottin' from a distance and let them do the talkin'

I think im stuck inside some kind of foreign dimension
Or im sufferin' from somethin that's beyond comprehension
I've been strugglin' to find a proper way to present this
I just don't know where to start my mind's a jumbled up mess
Please somebody help me, i've got hundreds of questions
I don't know where im goin' point me in a direction
At this rate i don't think i'll ever come to my senses
I'm so fuckin' desperate-
Some kind of foreign demension

I've been up for three days, & three nights
I'm fucked up, im alright
I'm sure ill find my way
But until that fuckin' day comes
I've got some shit to say
Cuz i want ya to know ya ain't the only one to struggle
Although i don't know where i am, i know there must be others
We gotta spread the love to trump the hate we've got each other
I'm so sick of this place, i'll lead the way, let's run the tunnel
There must be some mistake, i swear i don't belong here

If it's all in my brain, then how the fuck do i get out it?