Carved Names

[Chorus]
Maybe I’m fallin’ apart
When I’m overwhelmed, I rely on my art
You were my sunlight, my way through the dark
I opened up and I let down my guard
Everythin’ ends the same way that it starts
We’re not together, we’re growin’ apart
We can’t be friends, you know that’d be too hard
We carved each other’s names into our hearts

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I think I’ll grief for the rest of my days
You’re my true love so you can’t be replaced
You look so prеtty but beauty is pain
Inside, I’m empty, I’m mеntally drained
I’m goin’ nowhere, I’m runnin’ in place
You have a future, a world to create
You know I’m broken, I need to heal desperately
You feel the same so we need to heal separately
I miss ‘em times when you wake up right next to me
I had a feelin’ I’d lose you eventually, yeah
I saw that look in your eyes change
I realise that you don’t see me the same
I saw a reflection of somebody faceless
Somebody nameless that’s trapped in the cage
Lately you look at me sideways
I can’t survive all the mind games
That night that you hit the highway
I almost drove off the highway
I just can’t help but repeat my mistakes
I’ll never stop, it’s too little too late
I quit on myself, I accepted my fate
I’ll be at peace when I lay in my wake

[Chorus]
Maybe I’m fallin’ apart
When I’m overwhelmed, I rely on my art
You were my sunlight, my way through the dark
I opened up and I let down my guard
Everythin’ ends the same way that it starts
We’re not together, we’re growin’ apart
We can’t be friends, you know that’d be too hard
We carved each other’s names into our hearts

[Verse 2]
Lovin’ me back was traumatic
Rains on the track, I’m a hopeless romantic
I don’t fit in, or belong on this planet
I lost the world ‘cause I took it for granted
Why do I dwell in self hatred as if it’s gon’ change me?
I keep on takin’ this gun off of safety
I keep on lettin’ my tragedies shape me
Fallin’ apart so now nothin’ can save me
Writin’ these poems with my blood
Meaningful music for everyone that’s givin’ up
Put in the feelings you have into words
You're not alone, I know life can be rough
Once we lose purpose and settle for sadness
We start relyin’ on vices and drugs
We hide our scars and we run from our problems
‘Cause no one that we seek help from gives a fuck