Unbeliever

Don't belong in this world or the next one
Wasting every day to my own end
Feeling awkward, feeling clumsy, hating
Everything I've ever done before

Then you leave me like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own

Had enough of reinventing memories
Living in the shadow of your charm
The shrapnel of your insults buried deeper
Confidence can ever overcome

Then you leave me like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own, on my own, I'm on my own

Choking on anticipation, waiting on you
To say something to bring me back
All I want is a trace of recognition
Your silence is as heavy as my eyes

Then you leave me like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own
I'm on my own, on my own
On my own, on my own