Sideways

The floor, the ceiling, the ceiling, the floor
I don't know what's up or down no more
Light headed, these migraine lights
Takin' pills to fuckin' sleep at night
I'm alone and alone is nice
Shut out the world is my favorite vice
My head is heavy, a blurryed view
I'm my own worst nightmare come true
A smile on my face but it's getting dark in here

I'm sideways and I've had enough
Sideways yeah, I'm so messed up
Hands and knees as I fall away
I'm sideways and I'm not okay
I'm sideways, don't hide it well
It's my way of saying I'm in hell
Hands and knees as I crawl away
I'm sideways, I'm not okay

My fingers bleeding from beating the wall
Going numb, feel nothing at all
Tryin' to own it, not a moment to spare
Getting dizzy but too busy to care

I want peace but it's all white noise
Ears are ringing from that ghostly voice
Mind is gone, I'm all checked out
I'm floating with no gravity to come back down
Horizon's gone, it's all a bad dream to me

I'm sideways and I've had enough
Sideways yeah, I'm so messed up
Hands and knees as I fall away
I'm sideways and I'm not okay
I'm sideways, don't hide it well
It's my way of saying I'm in hell
Hands and knees as I crawl away
I'm sideways, I'm not okay

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I'm not okay

I'm sideways and I've had enough
Sideways yeah, I'm so messed up
Hands and knees as I fall away
I'm sideways and I'm not okay
I'm sideways, don't hide it well
It's my way of saying I'm in hell
Hands and knees as I crawl away
I'm sideways, I'm not okay

(Yeah), I'm sideways, I'm not okay
(Yeah), I'm sideways, I'm not okay