These Words

You see my sin,know my best,know my worst
But you don't judge
That right there is the scarcest feeling

Opening and closing up again,I've been hurt so i don't trust
Now we are staring at the ceiling

I said those words before but i don't know why i'm acting my own way
You deserve to hear them a thousand times

If it is the truth why is it so hard to obey
Why do i ask for grace and then pull away

And you forgive me every time
And you say to me i am loved
It's like i'm whole again