A(LIE)VE

I feel alive, even though I know this fire burns me dead
I feel alive, even though I know it feeds off my regret

Diminish the struggle of my never ending self-destructive fears and sickening strives
This intrusive self-distrust exterminates my sense of self
Uncertainty, the equilibrium of despair and uneven distress
Falling in line with the frustration of life’s urge for misery. Lifе’s urge for misery

Self inflictеd torment, follows me to the grave
It cuts my throat, It burns my wounds
I have become an anguished tyrant to myself

Diminish the struggle of my never ending self-destructive fears and sickening strives
This intrusive self-distrust exterminates my sense of self
Uncertainty, the equilibrium of despair and uneven distress
Falling in line with the frustration of life’s urge for misery. Life’s urge for misery

Release me from shame
Release me from pain

How can oneself survive the ache that crawls within?
How can oneself hate to the point of endless regret?

Self inflicted torment, follows me to the grave
It cuts my throat, It burns my wounds
I have become an anguished tyrant to myself

I feel alive

Relieve my urge and end my misery
Relieve my urge and end my misery
Relieve my urge and end my misery
My misery