How Do You Love?

I sit quietly on my phone
Trying to enjoy time alone
"Don't think to much" I tell myself when I start thinking
Wanna enjoy all this breathing without drinking
Why do they look so in love?
The couple walking by, well, maybe they're on drugs
"Don't look too much" I tell myself when I start staring
Maybe there's something in the perfume that she's wearing

It's the little things that I can't understand
How they love, lie, pass it and keep and holding hands
It's the little things I'll never understand
I think it must be fake like a fake spray tan

How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?

I've tried to read myself to sleep
It just gives me anxiety
How will I know where I was when I started sleeping?
I feel the same way about cuddling, but for dreaming
Distractions can be hard to find
But I suggest just make a list and you'll be fine
Write down all the things you wanna learn to do
Enjoy your favorite movies, starting old to new

It's the little things that I don't understand
How they look, lie, pass it, they keep and holding hands
It's the little things I'll never understand
Think it must be fake like a fake spray tan

How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?
How do you love?