Not enough

It’s so cold, the nights are 12 hours long
I can’t leave, so I just read along
Give me a reason why they’re still out there
Where are we, have we still got a prayer?

Its my home
That you roam
So why am
I so goddamn scared?

We’ve blocked out all the memories of your abuses and
We’ve tried to move on but it’s not enough
Your spectre haunts us all
We’ll never get better, nevеr get better, nеver get better

Why can’t the past stay in my old life?
Why must you always just twist the knife?
They’re my friends, why are you there with them?
Soon I’ll be the one you all condemn

It’s my home
That you roam
So why am
I so goddamn scared?

Is it that you want
To be a vengeful god
Get the adoration
Torture the ones that knew you

You think yourself a god?
You want to kill the sods?
You’ve never learnt your power’s just a figment of our minds