Apartment 5F
Jack hammers outside my window woke me up again today
And all the voices in my head well its so hard to make them go away
Stayin out all night lookin' for something ill never find
I'm fighting myself, and I'm losing control of my mind
I reached out in anger I reached out in love
I lived a life of self abuse, I prayed to the heavens above--
Jack hammers outside my window woke me up again today
And all the voices in my head well its so hard to make them go away
Looking for some new stimulation, but all of these things, they just never last
I know I have to move forward, but I keep holding on to the past
I just want to be happy with the way things are
I just want to look up at the sky at night, and appreciate the stars
Destruction leaves an empty space
In emptiness again I begin to create
Feeling good again now, in some new kind of way
Feeling good again now...