The Not Knowing

[Verse 1]
I used to know it all until I smartened up
Still learning how to keep my mouth shut
And as the years escape
I've yet to accept that there's more adding up
Than shitloads of debt
Feeling lost
Left in the dark
But I'm better off

[Chorus]
Not knowing if I'll ever find my way
Not knowing if today may be the day
Not knowing how it feels to fall in love
Not knowing keeps me holding on

[Verse 2]
I thought I'd heard it all until I listened up
When maybe I ought to keep my ears shut
I will never make all the pieces fit
But the harder I push, the luckier I get
Feeling lost
Left in the dark
But I'm better off

[Chorus]
Not knowing if I'll ever find my way
Not knowing if today may be the day
Not knowing how it feels to fall in love
Not knowing keeps me holding on

[Bridge]
Not knowing keeps me going strong
Keeps me hoping
Keeps me holding on and on
The not knowing keeps me coming back for more
Not knowing
Not knowing
Not knowing keeps me holding on