Pushing The Limit

[Verse]
Read me like a subtitle
Let's see how far this thing can go
I'm standing still like the Pacific
It's all downhill until I pivot
Give it more than just a day
Spent thirty-six hours awake
Standing up like I was joking
Coping, coughing, smoking
I don’t think I've been this broken
Cracked wide open
And what do you know? I'm hollow
There's always bigger pills to swallow
They're following me
I can't see what they see
I can only plead with my body
I'm nobody; how come nobody
Confesses the abstract of my being?
The fact that I can't stop from leaving
Or coming back to where I was
Because I love the shape of circles
Because I lovе the weight of the world
Bеcause I love the way that you were someone else
And not myself, and not myself
I'm not myself