The Way I’ve Dealt

[Chorus]
You played yourself, telling me something that you would play about
Telling me something I’m not okay without
Don’t understand any of the ways I’ve dealt, ways I’ve dealt
Please save yourself
Before I find a way to commit myself
Gaia in charge of me and she knows how well
The way I’ve tried to always keep myself
Here for the others, it’s been the way I’ve dealt

[Verse]
Do not tell, know myself well
Built up this cell, cell
Life has been hеll
Telling myself, I will get wеll, well
But I still dwell, screaming for help
To my knees I’ve fell, fell
Huh, asking what else, do they hear my yells?
Trauma always rings a bell, bell

Please keep this in mind
I’ve lost quite a few in my life
I ask myself how did I
Why the fuck did I. why

[Chorus]
You played yourself, telling me something that you would play about
Telling me something I’m not okay without
Don’t understand any of the ways I’ve dealt, ways I’ve dealt
Please save yourself
Before I find a way to commit myself
Gaia in charge of me and she knows how well
The way I’ve tried to always keep myself
Here for the others, it’s been the way I’ve dealt

[Outro]
Understand that I'm really sorry and I hurt for any time I've hurt someone close to me, that I love dearly