Save Me!

[Chorus]
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so leave me in my grave
This time
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so kill me in my dreams tonight
'Cause I'll never make it out alive

[Verse 1]
I feel like I've been dead for years, it's like this
Like years ago I took my gun and held up a fist
I have delusions of sanity, like I wanna exist
But when I look in the mirror, it's fucking hard to resist
Now, I wouldn't do it 'cause there's people that love me
And want me to smile and be happy, they wanna hug me
I promise I'mma do the very best that I can
But then sometimes

[Chorus]
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so leave me in my grave
This time
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so kill me in my dreams tonight
'Cause I'll never make it out alive

[Verse 2]
And I was always a kid
I saw a light in the world, I knew that nobody did
I had things to say but then they told me to stay
I think my soul took a long vacation
'Cause people are vicious, they make a mess outta you
They come and take you apart, I'mma make 'em tell you the truth
And I do everything right, and I try so hard
But still sometimes

[Chorus]
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so leave me in my grave
This time
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so kill me in my dreams tonight

[Chorus]
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so leave me in my grave
This time
I wanna die and never let you save me
I wanna make it to the top, but maybe
It's too late for me now, so kill me in my dreams tonight
'Cause I'll never make it out alive