​falling backwards

Eyes closed
Going over all the things that you said
Swear, I think I almost went psycho
Tryna make sense of it ice cold
First, I didn't think that you meant it
Never thought of you as entitled
Now, I'm just sick of it

And, I know that you said you had your issues
But, I never held any shit against you
Maybe I should've listened to the truth

Knew I never was enough
Even when I gave so much
A hundred in a crowd
You said, "There's only us"
Swore you wouldn't break my heart
Til you fell right out of love
And now, I'm falling backwards
Cause it felt just like a dream
Maybe you were a mirage
One second, you were mine
The next, you were gone
Swear you wouldn't break my heart
Til you fell right out of love
And now, I'm falling backwards
Cause you messed me up