Bad Habits

Yeah I was living for these moments
Thoughts of diamond jewelry got me glowing.
Had to snap back to reality
I know it's something greater beyond this anatomy
So let me focus on my mental state
I got them urges inside that's telling a young boy that nigga your great
I feeling great now cause I been working hard cutting dead weight
And lord know that I done came a long way
The distant memories that use to get the best of me
I couldn't see the horizon beyond I use to swear this was the death of me
A broken vision that cloaks your mind will suffocate your reality
Yeah cuz I done balled so hard
I really was down talking knees to the ground
Back to the wall life had me upside down
Pen to the pad I'm bouta pour my heart
Let's get it
Let's write it off as lesson learned
But it ain't a lesson if you ain't really learn
Don't struggle hard just for nothing
If you gone bump yo head ya better learn something
Word of advice
what goes around comes around
Yo circle too big with goals too small
I'm cutting ties with all these niggas with bad habits cause I been down for way too long I'm feeling stagnant
Don't wanna be a gangster I'll rather be lamer
You whack as alley cat needs that wd-40 you screwed up
mental state on tuneup
And I'll be sorry if I listen to you and yo views
You inna room with ya dudes looking all confused
Talking bout you brainstorming bout yo next move
I dang near lost a few brain cells looking at you.
You must be goofy
you snatched a chain talking bout you made a movie
When thangs got tough couldn't even trust the way he was moving
They say birds of feather flocks together
Painting this here picture so he see it clear. That's why you gotta stay prayed up
them mental thoughts will have you burning all ya sage up
Decision decisions on a mind that ain't made up
mental instability mixed with vodka and pain drugs
It's so much easier to sit back and feel numb
But ima take this pain embrace that character that came from my mental trauma toxic behavior and failed love
Lets gone and write off as lesson learned
Yeah cuz I done balled so hard
I really was down talking knees to the ground
Back to the wall life had me upside down
Pen to the pad I'm bouta pour my heart
Let's write it off as lesson learned
But it ain't a lesson if you ain't really learn
Don't struggle hard just for nothing
If you gone bump yo head ya better learn something