Conflicted

Yea.. yea.. yea..
Don't understand why.
Yea.. yea.. yea..
..... why .....

I swear it feel like I got a deep hate.
But it's cool though, cause I love you.
Don't understand why I'm feeling this way.
When I should be saying fuck you.
Say you wanna work it out but why now?
Baby what changed? can I trust you?
Or would it be a waste of time.
Cause I can't have you wasting mine.
I swear it feel like I got a deep hate.
I'm confused though, because I want you.
And I got every reason why I shouldn't even.
Entertain this, but I want to.
I aint really for that back-and-forth shit.
On and off shit, what you wanna do?
Baby girl make up your mind.
Cause I got things to do.

Am I planning on as trying to move forward with this?
Am I planning for you to keep holding shit over my head?
The only thing I can change is the future and how we live.
Is it gon be together or not let me know what it is.
I got things to do.
The games that you play is dangerous boo.
Is my goal the same thing you aiming to get?
We gotta make a clear cut decision for our kid.
These times is confusing, I feel like I'm losing.
Did we do the right thing? I've been feeling stupid.
When we met the 1st go around it was Cupid.
Now it's me nervous cause we've done been through shit.
I remember feeling like you could have been the one.
That's what made it feel right about us having a son.
I know I got things to do.
The fact I can accept we might be done.

Is prolli why I got a deep hate.
But it's cool though, I still love you.
Don't understand why I'm feeling this way.
When I should be saying fuck you.
Now you want me back and I got questions.
Really just one, can I trust you?
This one gonna take some time.
I'm about to lose my mind.
Can't determine if I got a deep hate.
Cause I'm still hurt, cause I want you.
Shouldn't even be up for debate though.
I should walk away, but I don't want to.
Cause I aint trynna do this back-and-forth shit.
You impulsive. What you gonna do?
Baby I can't read your mind.
So put those words to use.

I got things to do for me baby.
Do I got things to do for you too?
I'm back-and-forth with myself a lot lately.
Would it be a mistake to get back with you?
Cause I got things to do for me baby.
Should one of those things be to make you my boo?
I'm back-and-forth with myself a lot lately.
It shouldn't be this hard for me to choose.
See I got things to do for me baby.
Should those things I have include you?
I'm back in forth with myself a lot lately.
Would I be fucking up if I got back with you?
I said I got things to do for me baby.
I want so bad for those things to be you.
I'm back-and-forth with myself a lot lately.
If this fall through again what do I do?

It's probably why I got a deep hate.
But it's cool though, I still love you.
Don't understand why I'm feeling this way.
When I should be saying fuck you.
Now you want me back and I got questions.
Really just one, can I trust you?
This one gonna take some time.
I'm about to lose my mind.