Life Of Your Dreams (feat. Scootie Wop)

Yeah, you know, I really been inside of my mind lately like
I'm not where I wanted to be but I know I'm here for a reason

It may not happen how or when I want it
Open my eyes Lord, don't know where I'm going
But I know what's true I gotta follow you
The best thing that ever happened to me

When Stress Came
And on the brink of defeat
I'm gonna lay it at His feet

What do you do when the life of your dreams
Seems to only have life in your dreams
Geez, how I act like all of these things
Passing me by and decreasing
My mental stamina took open handle
That amateur hand on the green screen
All of this fake it is CG
Look at my face and you'll see G
Highly unlikely you'll find
Another like me
My mind ever so slightly unwinds
Inside my psyche sometimes
When ain't no noises I cry
I'm disappointed my life
Ain't how I dreamed it, it died
I'm trying to grieve it inside
That's where I keep it
No way I let you see it
I keep that on the DL while geeking on your TL
I wish that I could show you
Facades a a little easier drive
And turn the speakers up, ah
Yeah, I took a minute to look in the mirror
Like, boy, who is you?
Middle of nowhere, dark night
Don't know what to do
I lied to myself, could be lying and true
Lord, give me a sign to go find the root
Of my selfish ways and I need a change, yeah

But here I am X amount of years later, and I find myself grieving
What I thought my career was going to be
I find myself grieving the dreams that I had