Through Your Fingers

My happiness crawling in the bottom of this pool
Just another day throw your prayers away
Your not alone through your fingers your life just slips away
I fight my personal war
In the end there is no score my life just slipped away
Another ounce of heaven a waste box of twisted love trembling hands
Lift me to a world far above taking on a whole new shape
My whole world drifts away now I feel the orders and I must obey
Drunken ass all day to a bar the more things change
The more things stay the same this drug is just another game I play
With my soul to lose all control
And wait for death to take me away